this week experienced roller coaster emotions, heh i guess i am still easily affected by everything happening around me celebrated hehe's pseudo birthday on wed, steph suggested giving hehe a bigg surprise so we kept mum-ed about our plans and appear before her eyes aft she thot we were realy not celebrating for her le. hehe was super elated to see steph and me lar hohoho, and we took photos with her wearing the dress that we bought for her at far east. zj love hehe and yan and steph forever! and zj love yl too, though saying this will make her feel very very very self inflated but still hav to say proud of wad she did today, sometimes its absolutely necessary to do this. glad we both take same h3! then we can go home tgt this thur we were reminiscing about these two yrs last yr was a blur no direction, no focus, no nothing but i believe we hav both found back the initial drive and determination it had been residing at some far corner but now its back in full bloom i think i can forgive myself for being so luggish last yr, becos without the kind of turmoil i wont be able to grow up. a conclusion to these 2 yrs is to strive to be oneself, thats the most important thing. Along the way many things were lost, and many dreams failed, but this recognition and self growth is precious enough to justify everything=))) as for now, jus work hard, jus fight till the end, and the end doesnt really matter becos we enjoyed the process. 2 h3 lessons in one wk is trying but fun, i was quite sad that i absolutely hav no idea about writing xiao xiao shuo but aft today's lesson relieved that i hav a forte in 散文. bio and cll test falls on same day 2 wks from now, will conquer it de!
tireded but still pushing on 要让自己越战越勇 时间过得那么快，两年真的太短了
Sunday, July 26, 2009'
总是能够复活在绮贞的太阳中
我的心 是一杯调和过的咖啡 怀念着往日淡薄的青草味
Thursday, July 23, 2009'
broken, mended and broken, and mended and broken, and mended heh how to fly over this anguishing wall to the other side of lush greenery and bright sunshine gp didnt get B=( , jus hit C, which is not bad but still far from NUS law! so mus continue to work hard!
pressure is good because pressure turns graphite into diamonds 坚持总会有唯一的理由
Monday, July 20, 2009'
wah something is wrong with blogspot, the posting page is quite screwed
today is happy day though my flu and sorethroat etc seems to be getting worse hopped onto the 852 that hehe and jiayi is taking. hehe started sleeping the moment i board the bus and i hav to strike some rather akward convo with jiayi, mainly about the essences of cll and literature. but he is ok person larh, keep saying lame stuff to make me laugh lols. i have decided to hop onto tt 852 every mon from now on! yeshyesh... when we reached BB then we sat at the ring infront of wm and eat icecream and yada yada yada. heh nice food and nice ppl to spent time with, things like tt really makes me very very happy=) looking forward to our trip to shanghai aft As!
love in times of cholera is a book that cheer recommended on her blog. i watched the movie and i mus say its really super touching and intriguing!
Saturday, July 18, 2009'
ok this wk, in chronological order steph, hehe, yan and zj are all sick! talk about coincidence i think it has something to do with the sat outing last wk luckily i have no fever so still went to sch promptly=)))
hmm got back math and chem and bio papaers bio marks was rather disturbing, but i noe i wasnt going to do well for bio so it was still not tt big a blow bah next wk get back gp and cll. target for gp is B and cll C! ZJ!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls cont to work hard, not much time left, this is really the last lap!
omt so busy yesterday flying around the whole island again morning got 3 hrs of bio lecture! enough to kill, then rush down to the scholarship tea thing at moe. i have to say i am greatly inspired by the scholars who spoke their love for chinese literature and language was so deep that they made teaching their profession to pass down their passion and knowledge to the next generation i totally respect that! actually teaching is a ok profession, esp when you can think of it as a form of 薪火相传 yar, will be considering as one of my choices bah, but law is still wad i wan most aft that fly-ed to cine to meet steph they all on the way talked with jie about future and stuff, it made me super motivated to get the A which i sort of haven get yet since i came into hc. jie and i made a pact to study hard hard hard!!!! then we can do wad we want with our heads held high.
feeling rather tired now, but yesterday was really fruitful, meeting and talking to all those lovely people . and hm texted me a heartwarming msg yesterday and i realised its seriously super long that we didnt contact le, hope we will have a chance to meet up soon!
=( i tripped at some staircase jus now my ankle feels sprained arghh its pain. omt i hope it will go away tml if not need to go see doc keep tripping recently i think its an omen to something hope it does not mean my results are all screwed cll today still ok i guess, except compo dunnoe wad to write, think for veh veh long then decide to choose the 《超越平凡》 qns. i wrote about murakami and his out-of-the-world surreality, the more i write the more i realise he is really veh 不平凡and supernatural. i kind of persuaded myself to like him even more such that i wanted to chiong to the lib to borrow his book immediately aft the test! lol i hope laoshi noes who murakami is, if not the whole paragraph kind of makes no sense. But its not the first time i mentioned murakami in my compo so laoshi should be familiar with him. 超平凡就是在平凡的躯体里拥有不平凡的灵魂的人！
the sunset today was beautiful, all crimson and golden,it coloured the clouds orange and everything else was bathed in gold hue. i manage to capture the gloriousness on my phone, its a beautiful sight. makes me think of those mornings where you sat quietly in the sun and all the gold hue surrounded you.
Saturday, July 4, 2009'
haix today is so unproductive=/ spent nearly the whole morning reading 西决 then afternoon wanted to do my h3 小小说创作 stared at the picture for eons and no inspiration came out at all!!!=/////////////// anw i am deeply moved by 西决, its a fiction about kinship and family ties , theres a lot of truth in it, made me think of a lot of things.
yesterday watched transformers 2 with my dears at amk hub, hehe and yan ran all the way from aj after their exam at 4( the movie starts at 4.10) its pretty amusing. the cinema is super ultra cold luckily we all had jackets plus we chose couple seats so can snuggle tgt for warmth=) our next meeting will be veh soonnnn! am looking forward to it heh
currently feeling rather deflated and demoralised, partly from doing virtually no studying up till this point of the day and partly from repercussions of reading 西决. hope i can concentrate better tml
Thursday, July 2, 2009'
screwed my bio didn do the essay which is like the easiest to score???!!!! lambda and t4 forgot which is which =////////////////////// at least chem was ok think its like th first paper i finish up till nows finish as in finish those i noe how to do , still got a few rather trivial blanks heh tml math and i am here dunnoe wad i am thinking hope i wont let down mrs yap wanted to study in sch today, but lv huan came and its totally impossible larh, the three of us laughed super hard i think we seriously disturbed some of the juniors and ppl at nearby benches omt i hope she wont mind blank from the over-exertion during csc bah if not i will laugh at her HAHA. i am obsessed with buying earrings i need to control myself!!!! if not soon i will accumulate a whole box of them like steph!
mj passed away, so did pina bausch, they are all 绮贞‘s idols, i hope she wont be too sad. 12 fans killed themselves for mj, i think tt is downright silly, although i am not mj fan so i cannot understand their deep grieve, but even if they end their life, it will also not bring back mj nor will it do any good. like what cheer says: 今天的我不在乎我是如何哭泣， 而我知道，為了生命的短暫卻仍有那麼多令我尊敬的人，在這樣的限制裡，專注的為了超越自己而創造出美麗直到最後一刻而感動哭泣。 无论如何，我们都还是要坚强的面对生活!
HER
zhou jing
17
taurus
25/04/1991
fcps, rvhs, hci
HER DESIRES
for world peace
for health of my family and friends
to be happy every min every sec
to consume pills that makes ppl intelligent
HER LOVES
FOOD=)
sleep
daydream
nice and polite and zihigh people
